Fear, retrograde
2 weeks ago, the chief fellow called me personally and said we have to meet. Based on my tremendous experience with this sort of thing around here, I immediately assumed I had done something bad yet again, but this time, it was not about me at all. Turns out, he told me, F2(the other second year girl) had "resigned." My first reaction: Good for her! If I had it bad, I think she had it worse. She had followers and observers on her heels recently, discussing her history and physical skills - that's just what I noticed. Noticed and thought, how humiliating and insulting for a licensed physician to be treated like a beginner medical student! There were also lots of other whispered rustles in the grapevine, but nothing is ever transparent around here, so no one knew. So, I thought, good for her, no more abuse, maybe now the program will see what it can drive people to do if they continue to beat people down! They've lost one! When I got to the meeting though, and sat...